And the reason I don't want kids because I know I wouldn't survive if something happened to them...

Sometimes I just want to scream at the girl in the mirror "you're such a FUCKING retard!!!!!!!!!!"

Sometimes my head has no idea what my heart is doing until it's bleeding from something my head did.

Why does my love life always end up sounding like a Five Finger Death Punch song?

I'm going crazy. I like him way more than I should. I have so much I need to do though for school. Gah!! I want to see him but I know it's nothing more than a fling. I should just concentrate on school. I'm going nuts... Meh!

I've been in a daze for about the past three weeks. I think I know what a zombie feels like now with it's brain disconnected from its body.